I Pick You.

“What is that a bug bite on your neck?” – my boss back in 2008. Um yeah. (no it’s not). “Stop biting and picking the skin next to your thumbs” – my manicurist, every time. OK. I’m coming clean, ever since I can remember,...

License to chill.

1990, I was a sophomore in high school. I was still trying to figure myself out, hah I still am. I didn’t belong to clubs, didn’t make any teams, and the doors of rejection frequently swung open. But we had this show. A fairy tale of the new kids and the...

ADHD Compulsive Paradise… It’s Prime Day

JFC what is wrong with me? I love Amazon. I love the instant gratification, fast delivery, and the abundance of perfectly targeted necessities I don’t need. I just went balls out on Prime. As earlier indicated, I’m a slob with a nasty habit of ordering...

Rinse & Repeat

When I step outside myself and look in, I see a shell of a person who is doing their best to get by. But others don’t see that. I sat in therapy on Friday and just talked, ranted, and explained my week in detail and why I feel entitled to act the way I do. I...

Friday anxiety, it’s a thing

Back in my 20s and early 30s, when Friday rolled around I was fucking pumped. I’d have my cutest outfit on at the office and strut out to the nearest pregame or happy hour ready to take on the weekend with friends. Nothing stopped me from having a blast, getting...